origin

Origin is defined by Webster as "the things or persons from which something is ultimately derived and often to the causes operating before the thing itself comes into being"

Sometimes I wonder how I got to where I am today. What caused certain things to turn out as they are. What could I have done to prevent my screwups? Ultimately I wonder how my current actions will affect my future.

How do my small actions affect who I am? Can one simple turn, one small step, really affect who I become?

It's not like it matters. It just makes me think of who I am and how I got here.